Breakup diary: If I Died in 3 months…

T and I were still together when I wrote this, but things are quickly going downhill. 2 months until we breakup...

4/22 I’ve been reading the 7 Habits book. So if I was going to die in 3 months, what would I be doing today? I’d want to finish my art work. I’d want to be around my family and friends and have fun. Enjoy my last days as much as possible, but do stuff! Probably take a long lovely holiday somewhere like Bali, just relaxing, swimming, eating, doing yoga, making love. Then go home, park up at a beach, go for lots of long walks, make love, do art, do yoga.

Definitely that is what I’d be doing. See Rosie the dog, enjoy her as I wouldn’t be able to have a baby – how sad am I just thinking about it.

If I had to stay at work, I’d get everything finished up so it’s ready for the next person. My e-learning course would be finished (love to see that baby finished). I suppose I wouldn’t need any extra work as I wouldn’t be buying a house! I’d wear all my most gorgeous clothes all the time, see my friends. Make love, make love like there’s no tomorrow (well…there almost wouldn’t be). Spend time with people who make me feel good. Be one with nature, go down and clean up the riverside. Do something to make a difference.

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