T and I were still together when I wrote this, but things are quickly going downhill. 2 months until we breakup...
4/17 I think T’s true colors are coming out…I have to shut up though, I will not be helping by saying
anything. He is in a difficult situation but he put himself there. He way overspent on his holiday and he needs to pay some of it back.
Anyway I have to stop wasting energy on this – he has to work it out for himself. I just have to stay focused on working hard. He needs to work out his own problems, I will not be married to some flaky guy. My mind is full of it and it is boring. I have changed and maybe I’m leaving my husband behind – there’s nothing to be done about it. I have tried long enough, it is up to him to do his part now.
We look at things differently – I look at the long term and he looks at immediate gratification.
Oh dear, just leave him alone Sarah – he’ll sort himself out. I wish he would just demand the money to pay back that debt, then I would just leave him. I’d be 34 no husband no baby no nothing, but free of this stress. But I’d be on my way to my dream life.
Read about the background to my Diary of a Breakup, or read all my breakup diary entries.
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