T and I were still together when I wrote this, but things are quickly going downhill. 2 months until we breakup...
4/12 Well we walked and talked. I talked about negotiating. He talked about worrying about the future and worrying about this situation. The negotiation thing could work maybe. So I said, OK what about now – and he said ‘bad timing’. But what are we doing? We are here at the bike shop and then we’re going to Uniqlo (a clothes store). Time for bike shop & Uniqlo but no time for me. So I’ve talked about compromise – and every time I talk about it, he’s like: ‘What are you talking about?’ like it is a new idea. So we’ll see whether he will try…
He said he has no feeling about it all. But hey that’s the guy I married, the one with no passion. He’s kind of cold and hard. I feel like leaving. Why don’t I? Scare of being a failure. Scared of being alone. But surely being alone is better than being frustrated. Over half the time we’ve been together, I’ve been unhappy. For 2-3 years, I’ve had problems with the marriage. Nothing seems to make it right. I’m so unhappy.
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