T and I were still together when I wrote this, but things are quickly going downhill. 3 months until we breakup...
The signs of stress are starting to infiltrate all parts of my life: moods, sleep, wellness.
3/25 So much for riding my bike to work today. I didn’t get to sleep until 1am, so wasn’t feeling up to riding. Also no organized enough to go. Damn cold today, so just as well. Body feels like it could do with a rest. Keep having dreams that I have a meeting and I am not prepared. I don’t have my presentation ready. A bit like having the going to an exam dream, but not studying. Wonder what it means? I’ll have to check on the internet. Maybe my depression yesterday was that I have no crutches – no sugar, no sex and no drinking at the moment. So nothing to divert me – so a mood hits me, like those awful black crows I saw hanging around. Weird how I don’t notice the crows on a good day, but on a bad day there they are hanging around. Looking evil and disgusting. Is that what happens when you’re bummed? You only notice the bad stuff?
Read about the background to my Diary of a Breakup, or read all my breakup diary entries.
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