Breakup Diary: Depression

T and I were still together when I wrote this, but things are quickly going downhill.  3 months until we breakup...

I have trouble fighting depressive feelings – but I still don’t connect them with the problems I had with T.

3/24  It could have been the perfect weekend.  I did art, I went to a cool movie, got lots of sleep, saw friends for a picnic, went to a fleamarket and bought good stuff, but for some reason  I was bummed out this afternoon.  I was really angry and on the verge of depression.  That’s a horrible cliff to be on the edge of looking over.  Looking up at the cherry blossoms, riding along the river – I’ve done that so many times before but this time it was different.  I felt bad.  Nothing was like usual.

Why did it happen?  Why such a shit feeling this weekend?  No feeling of connection with anyone yesterday.  I enjoyed seeing everyone, but no sense of connection.

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