Breakup Diary: Are We Growing Apart?

T and I were still together when I wrote this, but things are quickly going downhill.  2 months until we breakup...

Obviously I was missing sex badly – how many times could I manage to write the word in one paragraph?

4/12  I am afraid to live without T but actually sex is a really important part of my creative life.  I’m ‘myself’ when I have a sex life.  Maybe it is time to breakup.  Having affairs is all very well, but I’m not interested in all that.  Maybe we are  growing apart.  He loves to party – I don’t anymore.  He loves to spend money – I’m trying to save.  He wants to travel – I want to prepare for next year.  He never wants to have sex – I want to have sex.

I want someone to touch me, I want someone to kiss me.

Read about the background to my Diary of a Breakup, or read all my breakup diary entries.